懶貓的碎碎念天堂

呵呵^__^ 上次回去等你一起吃了餐飯 的確時間並沒有很長 而且我們又趕著回台中 但我還是想跟你說那些老話 有些事情是早晚要決定的 晚決定不如早決定... 你跟你同學一樣 看似生平無大志 但我深深得感到懷疑 我是在想...是不是因為你的的生活態度太過於安逸 沒有辦法去想像或假設未來 我常跟你同學講 或許你刻劃不出你想過的生活 但你總看過電視跟電影吧 有人一生追求名 有人一生追求財 當然也有人一生追求樂 你是可以自己選擇的，為何不? 總是該逼自己做出決定的 一直這樣蹉跎，浪費的也是自己的時間 當然，也許你現在想的是一時的情緒 也許幾天、幾個月、甚至幾年後 你都可以改變自己的想法啊 我自己就是鮮明的例子 我總有自己的想法 但也要能配合時勢 該做更動的時候也不能拗 很多事情都不是絕對的 放空自己，真的也得用心認真的去想想了

I still remember when i decided to quit my phD and went back to Malaysia. In that moment, i even dont know how far i can go, what kind of job i can apply for in Malaysia. Future looks like so far from me. But, things change after i went back for couple months. During the period I first back to Malaysia, I start searching and applied my job and normally i got a negative response from employee. I frustrated, disappointed before. But nothing can change no matter how frustated or disappointed I was. I dont know that did you believe in fate, i accidently got the job position that i am now as a scientic officer in one biotech company and started my performance here. I do believe in there is one "person" above the gods we recognized so far such as Jesus, buddist, muslim etc... I definited it as an "alliance" who take in charge of the fate of the life in this world. "He" managed our past and future base on our own performance. That's why we can not change our past BUT we do can change our own future destiny. So, whenever you loss your way, maybe you can think of it that if you are the "alliance" what will you managed your "toy" if he lost his point of veiw? That is the "principle" for me to stay in the earth...lol

其實～ 一直很想幫你 只是一直不知道該怎麼幫你，也不知道你需要些什麼 有需要聊聊的話，或需要幫助的話 跟我說一聲吧！ 不用怕被熊咬啦！ 熊只prefer徐小費的口感 哈

熊只prefer徐小費的口感 ==================== 挖勒，我連在吉米的網站都會被波及